Thursday, August 13, 2015

Peter Carrol: The Apophenion: A Chaos Magic Paradigm

"Great people invariably contain great contradictions, internal self-consistency has no virtue, it merely causes mediocrity. Rather we should strive to make the most of all the selves that we contain, for each can function as a god for a time if the others stop trying to restrain it. We* seem to function better by regarding ourselves as a team, and by occasionally letting one of our number manifest in full god form, but more of that in Chapter 4."

Highly recommend this book to anyone who wants to upgrade their Reality Tunnel(s).

The Apophenion attacks most of the great questions of being, free will, consciousness, meaning, the nature of mind, and humanity's place in the cosmos, from a magical perspective. Some of the conclusions seem to challenge many of the deeply held assumptions that our culture has taught us, so brace yourself for the paradigm crash and look for the jewels revealed in the wreckage.

This book contains something to offend everyone; enough science to upset the magicians, enough magic to upset the scientists, and enough blasphemy to upset most trancendentalists.

Groundhog Day


Eckhart Tolle on the movie Groundhog Day

Also see Harold Ramis on the Metaphor of Groundhog Day (Can't embed this one)

Friday, March 27, 2015

Under Our Skin - Lyme's Disease Documentary & Health & .com update


My health is not improving. I wanna register the dedroidify.com domain and find a new host for it, but I can only do very short bursts of computer work because my arms suffer from inflammation almost instantly from fingertips to shoulders. My situation has not improved after my first treatment cycle. I promise dedroidify.com will be restored soon-ish. I'm gonna start getting to it, step by step so I don't hurt myself too much but still make some progress into getting it back up. I want to make it look better too but that's for the very distant future I fear, and blogging is something I won't be able to do for a long time. I can't tell you how frustrating it is to not be able to use my hands and arms for almost anything. Appreciate good health! After seeing this documentary I'm just grateful I don't have a more severe case of Lyme. Hope to see you guys soon.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Site & Health update!

Let's all be very grateful to Andrew for funding Dedroidify.com's hosting for a good while! I got the authentication code I need to transfer the domain name and now I'm just waiting on a delayed sata cable order to get access to my site again! Damn webshop didn't update their inventory so my one day delivery changed into more than a week delivery time.

I got some bad news yesterday, I go to a professor for the Lyme's disease and he's not a chatty fellow but told me my "immune system is on fire" in a bad way after I spent a half hour on a hometrainer bike with electrodes on my chest and back, a mask with breathing tubes, a thing on my finger and on my arms. They had to draw even more blood to do more tests because Lyme can't be the only reason for my immune system acting up this much. It also meant treatment still isn't starting. It was a bit of a shock cause I didn't expect this severity at all. Really alienating experience in the waiting room being ignored by everyone else there while I was tearing up after hearing the news, I wasn't able to sleep the night before so I think the fatigue helped cause those tears and to be fair all the people in the waiting room are suffering from Lyme and other conditions too.
My arms still are in really bad shape for which I'm going to a physical trainer (only once a week and that really should be twice). So that's gonna prevent me from working on the site very fast, but I do intend to update the site so it looks a bit more pro! 2015 is gonna be a good year for Dedroidify!

I tried getting the Dedroidify youtube channel back from a christian conspiracy wackjob but youtube isn't having it, and apparently Dedroidify at wordpress is taken too! No biggy though just remember that youtube.com/ideasaretoys is my channel.

The Storm Giants - Bukowski



Our fellow seeker buddy Sureshot has recorded his first studio track and is working on his album, check out the great music here: