Michael & Janet Jackson - Scream

(hat tip to Alienpunk)

Notice that Michael smashes a triangular guitar starting at the 46th second.

[Michael]
Tired of injustice Tired of the schemes
The lies are disgusting So what does it mean
Kicking me down I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds The whole system sucks

[Janet]
Peek in the shadow Come into the light
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
You're sellin' out souls but I care about mine
I've got to get stronger And I won't give up the fight

[Michael]
With such confusions
don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin' victimize within the scheme
(Janet)
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
[Both]
Somebody please have mercy
'Cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna scream

[Michael]
Tired of you tellin' the story your way
It's causin' confusion You think it's okay

[Janet]
You Keep changin' the rules
While I keep playin' the game
I can't take it much longer
I think I might go insane

[Michael]
With such confusion
don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin' victimize
within the scheme
(Janet)
You find your pleasure scandalizin' every lie
[Both]
Oh father, please have mercy 'cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop *?!@#!ing with me
Make me wanna scream

[Janet]
"Oh my God, can't believe what I saw
As I turned on the TV this evening
I was disgusted by all the injustice
All the injustice"
[Michael]
"All the injustice"

[News Man]
"A man has been brutally beaten to death by Police after being wrongly identified as a robbery suspect. The man was an 18 year old black male..."

[Michael]
With such collusions
don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin' victimize
within the scheme
[Janet]
You try to cope with every
lie they scrutinize
[Both]
Oh brother please have mercy
'Cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna scream

Michael Jackson: Jam - "Confusions Contradict the Self"

Nation To Nation All The World Must Come Together

Face The Problems That We See

Then Maybe Somehow We Can Work It Out

I Asked My Neighbor For A Favor She Said Later

What Has Come Of All The People

Have We Lost Love Of What It's About

I Have To Find My Peace Cause No One Seems To Let Me Be

False Prophets Cry Of Doom What Are The Possibilities

I Told My Brother There'll Be Problems,

Times And Tears For Fears,

We Must Live Each Day Like It's The Last

Go With It Go With It Jam

It Ain't Too Much Stuff

It Ain't Too Much

It Ain't Too Much For Me To Jam

It Ain't

It Ain't Too Much Stuff

It Ain't Don't You

It Ain't Too Much For Me To

The World Keeps Changing

Rearranging Minds And Thoughts

Predictions Fly Of Doom

The Baby Boom Has Come Of Age

We'll Work It Out

I Told My Brothers

Don't You Ask Me For No Favors

I'm Conditioned By The System

Don't You Talk To Me

Don't Scream And Shout

She Pray To God, To Buddha

Then She Sings A Talmud Song

Confusions Contradict the Self

Do We Know Right From Wrong

I Just Want You To Recognize Me In The Temple

You Can't Hurt Me

I Found Peace Within Myself

Blogger's Scheduler

The reason there were no posts on wednesday and only one for most of this day is because blogger's scheduler is not working properly. All I did to post the posts labelled at 2 & 3 pm was just reopening them and posting them again, at 11.20. So sorry about that, I will try to post directly from now on instead of scheduling as long as this lasts.

Tribes: Bruce Parry does Tabernanthe Iboga Your Brain's Cultural Furniture Cleaner

Brazil (movie scene): Terrorism

Obviously not clear enough for Consensus Reality dwellers... Great movie by Terry Gilliam. With Michael Palin, Robert De Niro, Bob Hoskins, Ian Holm,...

Brazil's Ministry of Information logo

Michael Jackson Tribute

The King of Pop

I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me of my pride

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be

By THEY(Live), he apparently meant the 'All-Seeing-Eye Cthulhu motherfuckers' as seen in the other long video (at 1.09). He even took an ironic mandatory bow on the 'stairway' for them...



There's a place in your heart and I know that it is love
And this place could be much brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try you'll find theres no need
To cry in this place you'll feel there's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space
Make a better place

Heal the world make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me

Heal the world we live in
Save it for our children


If you wanna make the world a better place
take a look at yourself and make that change!

Some of my other favorites are Liberian Girl, Give in to me, Smooth Criminal, The Way you make me Feel, The Girl is mine, etc. His name was the one I always put down as a kid next to "pop idol" in those friend diaries. Absolutely love his music, I guess we'll never know his true story either. I'll always remember him as one of the main influences for my totally surreal (it seemed later, as I found out a few years ago ;p) idealism.

Spirit I am

Eric Bibb: Spirit I am

Astral Projection Tutorial

NeuroSoup: Astral Projection Tutorial

Adam Curtis: The Living Dead

This episode examined how the various national memories of the Second World War were effectively rewritten and manipulated in the Cold War period. For Germany, this began at the Nuremberg Trials, where attempts were made to prevent the Nazis in the dock—principally Hermann Göring—from offering any rational argument for what they had done. Subsequently, however, bringing lower-ranking Nazis to justice was effectively forgotten about in the interests of maintaining West Germany as an ally in the Cold War. For the Allied countries, faced with a new enemy in the Soviet Union, there was a need to portray WW2 as a crusade of pure good against pure evil, even if this meant denying the memories of the Allied soldiers who had actually done the fighting, and knew it to have been far more complex. A number of American veterans, told how years later they found themselves plagued with the previously-suppressed memories of the brutal things they had seen and done. The title comes from a veteran’s description of what the uncertainty of survival while combat is like.



In this episode, the history of brainwashing and mind control was examined. The angle pursued by Curtis was the way in which psychiatry pursued tabula rasa theories of the mind, initially in order to set people free from traumatic memories and then later as a potential instrument of social control. The work of Ewen Cameron was surveyed, with particular reference to Cold War theories of communist brainwashing and the search for hypnoprogammed assassins. The programme’s thesis was that the search for control over the past via medical intervention had had to be abandoned and that in modern times control over the past is more effectively exercised by the manipulation of history. Some film from this episode, an interview with one of Cameron’s victims, was later re-used by Curtis in his The Century of the Self. The title of this episode comes from a paranoid schizophrenic seen in archive film in the programme, who believed her neighbours were using her as a source of amusement by denying her any privacy, like a pet goldfish.



In this episode, the Imperial aspirations of Margaret Thatcher were examined. The way in which Mrs Thatcher used public relations in an attempt to emulate Winston Churchill in harking back to Britain’s “glorious past” to fulfil a political or national end. The title is a reference to the attic flat at the top of 10 Downing Street, which was created during Thatcher’s period refurbishment of the house, which did away with the Prime Minister’s previous living quarters on lower floors. Scenes from The Innocents (film) the adaptation of The Turn of the Screw by Henry James are intercut with Thatcher’s reign.

Friar Tuck Gandhi

from BBC's Robin Hood 3x12

Friar Tuck Gandhi: Gentlemen these gates will open soon. Now it is our task to stop the supply trade in its tracks and that is exactly what we are going to do. As an army, as a militia, we would be crushed, the sheriff's men would hack us down like weeds... but it's harder to cut the spirit with a blade. When these gates open and the supply trade pulls out we are going to sit down, just sit in silence. My friends, we are going to turn the other cheek.
Little John: They... We will be crushed!
Friar Tuck Gandhi: Dignity John! Dignity! Even when everything has been taken from us we still have that and the sheriff's men will be faced with a choice, stand aside or carry out a massacre
Little John: The sheriff's men... I think we know what choice they're gonna make...
Friar Tuck Gandhi: They may be soldiers John but they are still men, just men, and faced with the power of truth a man can change. If we all stand together, we can have that power. We can be unstoppable.

Lucid Dreaming Tutorial

NeuroSoup: Lucid Dreaming Tutorial

Star Trek Stargate Lizzies!

From Star Trek DS9 4x23 To the Death

Meet the Vorta, pawns of the Dominion, more silver tongued diplomats. They were initially ape-like beings who were genetically engineered by the Founder Shapeshifters to become intelligent beings. All clones and they have weak eyes, but very good hearing. (can't see what's hidden in plain sight but hear all what they have to believe). How's that for a symbolical species!

The Vorta also are in charge of the Jem'Hadar, one of several Reptilian species, and a renegade faction of the Jem'Hadar have control of a network of stargates, so the Federation joins with the Vorta and Jem'Hadar to stop them and destroy the gate as it would be disastrous for anyone.

Chief O'Brien will make it go boom

Terence McKenna's relationship with Mary Jane

Terence McKenna's relationship with Mary Jane

Joe Rogan: Talking Monkeys In Space

A DS-nEYEn in the Triangle

Star Trek DS9 5x08 Things Past

How are we gonna get through this triangle door (notice the 'sun' on top)

Oh it's a glowing eye in the triangle

It's a burning eye in the triangle

It's Dax's winking eye in the triangle

That's all folks!

Well not really, one more thing. Here's a kundalini caduceus which 'still gets used in the future' as a medical symbol, held by the (former) Shapeshifter (turned Solid, turned shapeshifter again) Odo.

Joe Rogan on Monkeys & Apes

Star Trek DS9 5x10 Rapture

From the Secret Sun where this episode was featured too:

"In "Rapture," Sisko encounters an Bajoran artifact that erases the last vestiges of skepticism left in his psyche. He gets a double dose of the alien gnosis, and as in Transformers and X-Files it not only leads to the revelation of alien identity but to the brink of brain damage as well. The revelation Sisko receives comes in the form of a lost city (that hoary favorite of occult fiction) that shows that the Prophets helped shape Bajoran civilization, just as the Godship in "Biogenesis" did for our own. AAT is everywhere in the Star Trek Universe, with our Federation friends sometimes playing the part of the Anunaki.

The funny thing is that when Sisko gets zapped it's clear that he's on an artificially-induced trip, and we see him alternating between a blissed-out state and a tumultous, psychic one. The impetus for this episode probably came from 2001: A Space Odyssey, which seems to have inspired McKenna's alien dreaming theories as well, with the Mushroom in place of the Monolith. But I'm fairly certain at this point in time that something else inspired Kubrick's vision, other than the somewhat dull Arthur C. Clarke story it's allegedly based on. Maybe not the same thing that inspired Jack Kirby's- we're talking something more in the Cary Grant sphere." Christopher Knowles

B'hala (Ba'al? Really? ;p), Bajoran Atlantis

Sisko, pointing to the Obelisk: "See that? It's a Bantaca spire. Ancient Bajoran cities were built around them. They were all about eleven meters tall... made of hundreds of stones, carved and fitted together so tightly that they didn't need mortar.
Kira: It's said they mark the city's place in the cosmos.

Sisko gets a shock to the system in the holodeck where he was analyzing "the puzzle of the Obelisk" which supposedly leads to the location of the ancient city.

Bashir: There are no signs of any permanent neural damage, though I am reading some odd synaptic potentials. Let me ask you something -- does my uniform look a little brighter to you?
Sisko: Yes... everything does. (Sisko looks around the room.)
Sisko: Colors seem more intense... and shapes are more... focused. (For a second I thought they were gonna throw Auras in there ;p, btw, if you ever meditated well, you notice an increase in visual acuity as well)

Sisko looks at his own hand as if held never seen it before.

Bashir: That's called post-neural shock syndrome. Your neural pathways were overloaded by the plasma burst. All external stimuli are going to seem more pronounced. (a warning) It'll take a while for things to settle down. I'm putting you on restricted duty for the next three days. If you experience any other side effects, headaches, nausea, dizziness... let me know immediately.

Sisko is relishing his senses -- looking intently at a bright green liquid in a vial.
Bashir: (with a smile) In the meantime, enjoy the show.

Meditating in deep trance while staring at the penis, obelisk, Bantaca spire

Sisko later explains to his son: I remember the first time I held you in my hands. You were just a few minutes old... and when I looked down at your face, it was almost as if I could see your whole life stretched out in front of you -- the joys it would bring... and the bruises. It was all there, hidden in your scrunched up, little face. (Sisko holds his hands out as if he were holding a baby.)
The baby I'm holding in my hands now... is the universe itself. And I need time to study its face.
Kira waking up Sisko from this trance, he's just been to "Atlantis".

SISKO: I was there.
KIRA: Sir?
Sisko: B'hala. It was the eve of the Peldor Festival. I could hear them ringing the temple chimes.
KIRA: You were dreaming.
SISKO: No, I was there. I could smell the burning bateret leaves, taste the incense on the wind. (Sisko gets up and begins pacing.)
SISKO: I was standing in front of the Obelisk. And as I looked up, for a moment, I understood it all. B'hala... the Orbs... the occupation... the discovery of the wormhole... the coming war with the Dominion.
KIRA: You could see the future as well as the past?
SISKO: And for one moment, I could see the pattern that held it all together.

And later finds the lost city

With his girlfriend Kasidy, who by the way spent six months in a jail for smuggling like nothing ever happened... Also, gotta have some light shining...

Sisko, surrounded by the Bajorans, accepting their thanks and good wishes in a way we've never seen before. He's not embarrassed or uncomfortable with their reverence -- he simply takes it in with serene humility.
AD HOC: "Emissary," "Thank you," "Bless you." (As Sisko moves through the crowd, his attention is suddenly drawn to an older Bajoran couple, who are standing to one side. Sisko steps over to them. The crowd falls silent as he speaks to them.)
SISKO: There's no need to worry. (The couple react -- some burden is weighing on both their minds.)
SISKO: The katterpod harvest will be much better this year. (We can see the burden lifting from their shoulders -- they believe him. Sisko turns to someone else in the crowd, smiles, and touches him on the shoulders.)
SISKO: You don't belong here. Go home. (The Bajoran nods as if this answers a question that's been much on his mind. He exits. As Bashir and Whatley approach Sisko, Sisko is suddenly hit by a blinding headache that sends him staggering.)
BASHIR: Captain! (Sisko struggles to a nearby bench as the admiral and Bashir rush over.)
WHATLEY: What's wrong? (Sisko struggles to clear his head.)
SISKO: I'm fine. (He looks up at Whatley -- a "realization" coming to him.)
SISKO: Admiral? (He stares intently at Whatley.)
WHATLEY: What is it, Ben?
SISKO: Your son... you can stop worrying about him. He forgives you...

WHATLEY: How the hell did he know that Kevin and I weren't getting along?

Bashir tries to come up with an answer, but all he can come up with is...
BASHIR: He's the Emissary.

Sisko is getting vision addicted and wants to understand everything

risking his health for it with this Bajoran box which holds the Orb of Prophecy

WINN: The Orb of Prophecy is quite powerful -- it taxes even the healthy. Are you sure you want to go through with this?
As he opens the tabernacle and his face is flooded with LIGHT. We can see the force of revelation as it engulfs him and fills him with rapture.
SISKO: The locusts... they'll destroy Bajor... unless it stands alone.

Sisko stumbles in and warns Bajor cannot join the Federation, it's too soon and it would mean their end as he's seen the future. Of course it's too soon for Iraq the join the United Nations ;)
Sisko is out and his son decides the doc must perform surgery to save his life

Sisko: No, no, you took them away. I almost had it. Almost understood it all. (His hand rises to his temple.) Now it's gone.

The Bajorans don't join, Sisko recovers, the Federation can't fire him cause the Bajorans would never join then. And Sisko goes back to his son and girlfriend. Back to normal.

Oneirogens: Lucid Dream Inducing Plants

NeuroSoup: Lucid Dream Inducing Plants: Silene capensis, Calea zacatechichi, and Entada rheedii. (more)

Mushroom Wisdom - Jan Irvin interviews Dr. Martin Ball

Mushroom Wisdom - Jan Irvin interviews Dr. Martin Ball

Praised be man - by Jack Kerouac

Praised be man - by Jack Kerouac

Praised be man, he is existing in milk
and living in lilies -
And his violin music takes place in milk
and creamy emptiness -
Praised be the unfolded inside petal
flesh of tend'rest thought -
(petrels on the follying
wave-valleys idly
sing themselves asleep) -
Praised be delusion, the ripple -
Praised be the Holy Ocean of Eternity -
Praised be I, writing, dead already and
dead again -
Dipped in acid inkl
the flamd
of Tim
the Anglo Oglo Saxon Maneuvers
Of Old Poet-o's -

Praised be wood, it is milk -
Praised be Honey at the Source -
Praised be the embrace of soft sleep
- the valor of angels in valleys
of hell on earth below -
Praised be the Non ending -
Praised be the lights of earth-man -
Praised be the watchers -
Praised be my fellow man
For dwelling in milk"

-- jack kerouac, mexico city blues 228th chorus

Just be a bit more patient & Dedroidify will be back in full force

Because... get this, I sign a contract with my mom to work for her and later take over her shop right, a half hour later I get a call that I'm hired as a Computer Operator for the Dental Laboratory I worked one day for to try for an administrative position, so me and mom ripped up our contracts and there ya go! When the time is right lol, my mom said "We should have signed that contract years ago ;p". I'm now meticulously scanning teeth sets in 3D and will a bit later learn to work with the 3D software to design everything that goes into your mouth to make it look prettier ;). Teeth Technician of the future! The designs are sent online to the manufacturer in real time and are created the very same day.
I've never known such a great atmosphere at a work place (I wanted to work there the first time because of it!) and it's great fun. Also, I have to get up very early but that means that no matter what I will have loads more time to post on the blog than when I was working at the shop (which was near impossible as you all saw). So give me a little more time to get used to the new hours and I'll start posting again in full force.

Also, this will give me more time and energy to get my Consciousness Training/Therapy off the ground. Check out this video, I label mostbunall (but not all) of these vids as huge BS, but this vid was eerily and humorously spot on, a buddy even asked for consciousness training help! Things are finally going my way again! Peace! All is right with the world!


Transition - May into June 2009

Queen: Innuendo

Queen: Innuendo

Check out the "masquerade pyramid" at 3.30

While we live according to race, colour or creed
While we rule by blind madness and pure greed
Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion
Through the eons, and on and on
Oh yes we'll keep on tryin'
We'll tread that fine line
Oh we'll keep on tryin'
Till the end of time

Through the sorrow all through our splendour
Don't take offence at my innuendo

You can be anything you want to be
Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be
Be free with your tempo, be free be free
Surrender your ego - be free, be free to yourself

If there's a God or any kind of justice under the sky
If there's a point, if there's a reason to live or die
If there's an answer to the questions we feel bound to ask
Show yourself - destroy our fears - release your mask
Oh yes we'll keep on trying
Hey tread that fine line
Yeah we'll keep on smiling yeah
And whatever will be - will be

Basic Meditation Tutorial from NeuroSoup

NeuroSoup: Basic Meditation Tutorial

Samurai Champloo's Mugen's Philosophy

Mugen's philosophy, from the anime Samurai Champloo 1x04

(from the creator of Cowboy Bebop)

...

(says the guy in the back)
(says Mugen)
I kinda like how he thinks.