Sunday, April 22, 2012

Fear of Success/Just want to sleep

So I'm meditating in all kinds of ways, doing hatha yoga, ritual magick, etc for months now. My crown chakra is becoming more active everyday to the point I feel it swirl near-constantly. I take one day off from mysticism and occultism and smoke some great Holland weed with a friend. Afterwards I'm in bed ready to go to sleep, and I suddenly feel really weird like I'm finally about to switch to another channel consciousness wise which I've been aiming for, for weeks. But what do I do? Resist with every fibre in my body, because I just wanted to sleep. Wanted to kick myself so hard the next day. I've made a deal with myself to jump into the abyss the next time no matter what the circumstance.

Mumford & Sons - After the Storm

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there.
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

I'll be seeing these guys live for the first time at Rock Werchter Saturday's Line up along with Editors, the XX, Kasabian, Regina Spektor and more :D


Some thoughts:
The Battle for Earth begins at (the) Sea (of the Unconscious).

There is a line in the movie concerning Will & Imagination to overcome extreme adversity. 

Of course there are huge military navy drill exercises (called Rimpac) during the alien invasion ;) (Like on 9/11 & 7/7...):  
"If this is some sort of extreme military exercise, they really went way too far." Yes they did. (paraphrased)

Martial law is declared as people want full disclosure and riot in the streets.

Old and handicapped soldiers are glorified in the movie as opposed to real life. The ceremony for the world saviours is ridiculously small in scale.

My buddy said movies like this make him want to join the military... *facepalm* I replied that PTSD isn't something to look out for.

What if