Monday, August 25, 2025

Experiencing Chokmah and Binah: The Flash and the Womb

Experiencing Chokmah and Binah: The Flash and the Womb

On the Tree of Life, Chokmah (Wisdom) and Binah (Understanding) form the primal polarity at the top of the diagram. They’re sometimes called the “Father” and the “Mother,” or Force and Form. But for many students of Kabbalah, the real question isn’t just what they are in theory - it’s how can these lofty sephiroth actually be experienced in human life?

The truth is: we rarely touch them directly. Instead, their currents pour downward into the Sephiroth below, and we experience them through those channels - like wine tasted through the cup that holds it.


Chokmah: The Lightning Flash

Chokmah is the raw spark of being, the “Eureka!” moment, the sudden rush of insight. It doesn’t reason or explain. It just is - immediate, dazzling, overwhelming.

For us, Chokmah’s wisdom is felt through three Sephiroth:

  • Chesed (Mercy): Chokmah’s force becomes benevolence, generosity, and abundance. The feeling of “there’s enough for all” comes from here.

  • Tiferet (Beauty): Chokmah’s flash is refined into radiant harmony, compassion, and truth at the heart. This is the mystical “aha” that resonates in the chest.

  • Netzach (Victory): Chokmah becomes passion, creative inspiration, the drive to bring ideas into art and action. It’s wisdom in motion.

So when you feel inspiration flood you - whether as a sudden solution, a radiant act of love, or a burst of artistic fire - that’s Chokmah’s current moving through you.


Binah: The Great Womb

Binah is the container, the form-giver, the womb that receives the flash of Chokmah and makes it livable. If Chokmah is lightning, Binah is the sky that holds it. She is discipline, structure, the slow gestation of ideas until they are ready to emerge.

For us, Binah’s understanding is felt through three Sephiroth:

  • Geburah (Severity): Binah’s structure manifests as boundaries, discipline, and discernment. It’s the ability to cut away what doesn’t belong.

  • Tiferet (Beauty): Binah here becomes balance and justice - the weighing of truth, the harmonization of opposites.

  • Hod (Splendor): Binah’s containment flows into the reflective, analytical mind: study, interpretation, language, and careful thought.

When you feel a dawning comprehension, the slow crystallization of meaning, or the firm setting of boundaries that give your life shape - that’s Binah’s current flowing through.


The Human Angle

Both Chokmah and Binah are Supernal - far above ordinary experience. But because their energy pours downward, we taste them daily through their children below.

  • Chokmah appears as the flash of insight that fills us with vitality and creativity.

  • Binah appears as the form of comprehension that stabilizes, disciplines, and makes sense of that flash.

They are two halves of the same dance: raw possibility and shaping understanding. Together, they are the source of all wisdom, but we meet them in the everyday - in our acts of love, our moments of clarity, our disciplines, and our creative fire.


In short:

  • Chokmah is the lightning.

  • Binah is the womb.

  • We live their currents every day, even if we rarely glimpse them in their purest form.

Saturday, August 23, 2025

Dedroidify!

Cleaning up

I'm trying to clean up the blog at bit more, starting with at least the articles in the Random Blogpost button, but a lot of posts seem to have been deleted somehow, not sure how that happened. Also it's kind of hard with my inflammation problem so it's a tiny bit everyday!

The Suit of Wands: Fire of Atziluth

The Suit of Wands: Fire of Atziluth

In the Qabalistic Tree of Life, the Suit of Wands belongs to Atziluth, the World of Emanation. This is the primordial Fire — will, inspiration, and the drive to act before form takes shape. In Tarot, Wands bring that current into human life as passion, courage, creativity, and the trials of growth.

Each numbered card corresponds to one of the Sephiroth on the Tree of Life, showing how the Fire of Atziluth manifests through that sphere: the Ace as Kether (pure crown of fire), the Two as Chokmah (dynamic will), the Three as Binah (structure of vision), continuing through the Tree until the Ten as Malkuth (fire grounded in the physical world). The Court Cards then show how these forces take human form — Page, Knight, Queen, and King — each embodying an elemental aspect of Fire and rooted in a Sephirah.


Ace of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A divine hand emerges from a cloud, grasping a single wand alive with leaves. In the distance, a fertile valley, river, and castle suggest promise and growth.

  • Card meaning: Inspiration, the first spark of creativity, raw energy not yet shaped. The will awakens and offers a new path.

  • Reversed meaning: False starts, blocked passion, hesitation to ignite.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Kether — Crown, the source of pure emanation.

  • Sephira meaning: The primal fire that descends from beyond thought, the spark of divine will entering existence.

  • Numerology: 1 — beginnings, seed, unity of fire before division.

  • Narrative: The flame has been lit — not yet a torch or a hearth, but the promise of all fires to come.


Two of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A figure stands on battlements holding a wand, globe in hand, gazing across the sea to distant lands. Another wand is fixed behind him.

  • Card meaning: Planning, vision, the courage to leave the familiar and expand into new territory.

  • Reversed meaning: Indecision, fear of risk, clinging to safety.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Chokmah — Wisdom, dynamic force.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire expressed as pure will-to-act, the raw impulse to expand.

  • Numerology: 2 — polarity, choice, projection outward.

  • Narrative: The spark becomes intention, gazing out to future horizons.


Three of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A figure stands with three staves, watching ships sail outward on the sea. The land is fertile and the view expansive.

  • Card meaning: Expansion, enterprise, trade, cooperation, plans bearing fruit.

  • Reversed meaning: Delays, narrow vision, missed opportunities.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Binah — Understanding, structure.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire shaped into form, the channeling of vision into a framework.

  • Numerology: 3 — synthesis, growth, first stability.

  • Narrative: The fire grows outward, carried by ships, the promise of return.


Four of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: Two figures raise bouquets beneath a garlanded arch of four wands. Behind them, a joyful crowd and castle.

  • Card meaning: Celebration, harmony, foundation, a moment of joyful stability.

  • Reversed meaning: Tension at home, instability, celebration postponed.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Chesed — Mercy, expansion, benevolence.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire becomes structure of stability, creating harmony and a hearth.

  • Numerology: 4 — foundation, balance, rootedness.

  • Narrative: Fire finds its first home — the hearth becomes a place of joy.


Five of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: Five youths clash with wands in chaotic struggle, none yet victorious.

  • Card meaning: Conflict, competition, struggle for mastery.

  • Reversed meaning: Needless quarrels, chaos, inner conflict.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Geburah — Severity, discipline, testing.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire as trial by combat, the sharpening through struggle.

  • Numerology: 5 — instability, challenge, conflict.

  • Narrative: Sparks fly as the fire tests itself against rivals.


Six of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A rider returns crowned with laurel, greeted by a cheering crowd, staff held high.

  • Card meaning: Victory, recognition, the reward of perseverance.

  • Reversed meaning: Hollow victory, pride, lack of true support.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Tiferet — Beauty, harmony, integration.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire reconciled into triumph, the balanced radiance of success.

  • Numerology: 6 — harmony, victory, restored order.

  • Narrative: The flame shines openly, seen and honored by all.


Seven of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A figure on high ground defends against six attackers, staff in hand, outnumbered but resolute.

  • Card meaning: Perseverance, courage, standing firm under pressure.

  • Reversed meaning: Overwhelm, defensiveness, faltering resolve.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Netzach — Victory through endurance, persistence of desire.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire as inner courage, the will that resists collapse.

  • Numerology: 7 — trial of spirit, inner strength tested.

  • Narrative: The fire refuses to be extinguished, holding its ground.


Eight of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: Eight wands fly like arrows across an open sky, unimpeded and swift.

  • Card meaning: Acceleration, swift action, communication, momentum.

  • Reversed meaning: Delays, scattered energy, miscommunication.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Hod — Splendor, intellect, order.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire finds rhythm and pattern, carried swiftly as message.

  • Numerology: 8 — movement, balance, directed power.

  • Narrative: The fire no longer waits — it races ahead like lightning.


Nine of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A weary guard leans on his wand, bandaged and bruised, yet still defiant, defending his ground.

  • Card meaning: Resilience, endurance, strength to push through the last trial.

  • Reversed meaning: Burnout, paranoia, refusal to rest.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Yesod — Foundation, reservoir, the unseen support.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire is tested at the threshold of manifestation, demanding endurance.

  • Numerology: 9 — culmination, final test before completion.

  • Narrative: The flame flickers but endures; the guardian still stands.


Ten of Wands

  • Rider–Waite imagery: A figure staggers forward beneath the crushing weight of ten wands, carrying them toward a distant town.

  • Card meaning: Burden, responsibility, the fire now heavy with form, the cost of completion.

  • Reversed meaning: Release of burden, delegation, collapse under unshared weight.

  • Sephira (Atziluth): Malkuth — Kingdom, manifestation.

  • Sephira meaning: Fire fully grounded, the weight of will in the material world.

  • Numerology: 10 — completion, manifestation, cycle fulfilled but heavy.

  • Narrative: The fire has reached the world — but its weight bows the bearer.


Court Cards of Wands

The Courts show how the fire of Atziluth takes human form, each combining Fire with another element, and each rooted in a Sephirah on the Tree.

How the Court Cards Work on the Tree of Life

The four Court Cards represent the archetypal family of forces, each linked to a Sephira on the Tree of Life and to an element of their suit. Together they show how the energies of the suit are born, shaped, carried, and grounded.

  • King (sometimes called Knight in older decks)

    • Role: Father – the initiating, fiery seed of the element.

    • Sephira: Chokmah – Wisdom, the dynamic outpouring of force.

  • Queen

    • Role: Mother – the shaping, receptive vessel of the element.

    • Sephira: Binah – Understanding, the womb that gives form.

  • Knight (sometimes called Prince)

    • Role: Son – balance in motion, the child of King and Queen, carrying the suit’s energy forward.

    • Sephira: Tiferet – Beauty, harmony, the center where energies reconcile.

  • Page (sometimes called Princess)

    • Role: Daughter – manifestation, grounding the energy into the world.

    • Sephira: Malkuth – Kingdom, the realm of manifestation where all forces arrive.

The Page is sometimes renamed the Princess, which emphasizes her role as the one who anchors the entire suit into Malkuth. She is the youngest, but also the most crucial, because she completes the cycle and carries the seed of renewal back toward Kether.

Friday, August 22, 2025

The Four Worlds of Qabalah and the Minor Arcana of Tarot

The Four Worlds of Qabalah and the Tarot

The Qabalistic Tree of Life is not a flat diagram: it repeats itself through Four Worlds, layers through which energy descends from spirit into matter. Tarot reflects these worlds in its suits and numbers, giving us a way to read that process directly in the cards.

The Four Worlds

  • Atziluth : Emanation (Fire)
    The spark of divine will, raw energy before it takes form.
    Tarot suit: Wands.
    Symbolism: Wands stand for drive, inspiration, creativity, ambition, and spiritual fire. They are the torch of purpose, passion that propels us forward, but also the restlessness that can burn unchecked.
    Sephirot included: Kether, Chokmah, Binah (the Supernal triad).
    Role: Source of inspiration, beginnings, pure will.

  • Briah : Creation (Water)
    The dream-space where archetypes take shape and vision flows.
    Tarot suit: Cups.
    Symbolism: Cups represent emotions, relationships, intuition, and imagination. They are vessels of the heart, joy, sorrow, love, memory, and longing. They show us how inspiration takes on form through feeling.
    Sephirot included: Chesed, Geburah, Tiferet.
    Role: Emotions, ideals, creative shaping.

  • Yetzirah : Formation (Air)
    The architect’s world of thought, pattern, and design.
    Tarot suit: Swords.
    Symbolism: Swords embody the mind, logic, communication, judgment, and conflict. They cut both ways: clarity and truth, or doubt and strife. They show us how ideas clash, refine, and sharpen.
    Sephirot included: Netzach, Hod, Yesod.
    Role: Thought, structure, trial by intellect.

  • Assiah : Action (Earth)
    The physical plane, the tangible results of all the upper worlds.
    Tarot suit: Pentacles.
    Symbolism: Pentacles stand for material life, body, work, money, health, craft, and legacy. They are the coins of embodiment, where inspiration finally becomes brick, bread, and blood.
    Sephirah included: Malkuth.
    Role: Grounded reality, results, manifestation.

Numbers of the Minor Arcana

Each numbered Minor (Ace through Ten) links to a Sephirah, showing what happens when that sephirotic energy moves through a suit/world.

  • Ace – Kether: pure spark of the element
  • Two – Chokmah: dynamic expansion
  • Three – Binah: structure, understanding
  • Four – Chesed: stability, order
  • Five – Geburah: conflict, severity, strength
  • Six – Tiferet: harmony, balance, beauty
  • Seven – Netzach: endurance, passion, desire
  • Eight – Hod: intellect, clarity, analysis
  • Nine – Yesod: imagination, reflection, subconscious
  • Ten – Malkuth: final manifestation, completion

Examples

Five of Wands – Geburah (conflict) expressed in Fire/Wands: strife, competition
Six of Cups – Tiferet (harmony) expressed in Water/Cups: innocence, nostalgia
Eight of Swords – Hod (restriction) expressed in Air/Swords: mental traps, paralysis

Why it Matters

The Four Worlds are not abstract philosophy: they are a practical key to Tarot. They show which stage of reality a card is speaking from: the spark (Atziluth), the dream (Briah), the plan (Yetzirah), or the result (Assiah). Combine that with the number (Sephirah), and you are looking at a complete address for the energy in play.

Thursday, August 21, 2025

And today we follow the Major Arcana cards of the Tarot climbing up the Paths on the Tree of Life

Here’s the Major Arcana as a short “Fool’s ascent” from Malkuth (the World) up to Keter, each line: path number, sephiroth pair (with numbers), card, Hebrew letter + brief meaning, then one story-sentence that reads as a continuous upward journey.

Path 32: 10 Malkuth ↔ 9 Yesod — The World — ת Tav (Sign, Seal, Covenant)
The kingdom breathes and lifts; the World seals what was learned in the soil, and the Fool packs the map and steps toward the moonlit bridge of foundation.

Path 31: 8 Hod ↔ 10 Malkuth — Judgement — ש Shin (Tooth, Fire)
Voice from the world flames upward; Judgement’s fire bites away the complacency of the ground and calls the Fool to answer, reassembling purpose into a clearer form.

Path 30: 8 Hod ↔ 9 Yesod — The Sun — ר Resh (Head, Radiant Face)
Joy from the mind brightens the inner well; the Sun crowns the Fool’s face with a dawning clarity that warms the path upward.

Path 29: 7 Netzach ↔ 10 Malkuth — The Moon — ק Qoph (Back of Head, Hidden)
Instinct in the kingdom shifts into shadowed rhythm; the Moon teaches the Fool to notice the hidden turns at the back of the head and to dream awake as the climb begins.

Path 28: 7 Netzach ↔ 9 Yesod — The Star — צ Tzaddi (Hook, Righteous Harvest)
After the first shocks, hope waters the ascent; the Star hooks stray light into the Fool’s hand, gathering a steadier faith to pull upward.

Path 27: 7 Netzach ↔ 8 Hod — The Tower — פ Peh (Mouth, Speech)
What once stood cracks and collapses, and the speech of the world becomes thunder; the Tower’s ruin clears the way, forcing the Fool to rebuild with truer words.

Path 26: 6 Tiphareth ↔ 8 Hod — The Devil — ע Ayin (Eye, Experience)
Beneath the rising sun temptations glare; the Devil fixes Ayin upon the Fool so the climb becomes a lesson in meeting appetite without losing the heart.

Path 25: 6 Tiphareth ↔ 9 Yesod — Temperance — ס Samekh (Support, Prop)
The heart learns to blend what it finds; Temperance props the Fool’s rhythm, pouring golden patience between cups as the path narrows.

Path 24: 6 Tiphareth ↔ 7 Netzach — Death — נ Nun (Fish, Transformation)
At the heart’s threshold old forms are shed; Death carries the Fool through a watery reversal, leaving only the seed that will grow higher.

Path 23: 5 Geburah ↔ 8 Hod — The Hanged Man — מ Mem (Water, Reversal)
Severity teaches a new stance; the Hanged Man surrenders in Mem’s current so the Fool may see the ladder from a flipped angle.

Path 22: 5 Geburah ↔ 6 Tiphareth — Justice — ל Lamed (Goad, Teaching)
Strength meets beauty and is measured; Justice prods with Lamed until the Fool’s choices balance like scales guiding the next ascent.

Path 21: 4 Chesed ↔ 7 Netzach — Wheel of Fortune — כ Kaph (Palm, Grasp)
Cycles spin the climb forward; Fortune opens Kaph in the Fool’s hand so chance becomes a grasped teacher on the upward road.

Path 20: 4 Chesed ↔ 6 Tiphareth — The Hermit — י Yod (Hand, Deed)
Mercy turns inward to search; the Hermit lifts Yod’s small lamp so the Fool can make a careful, hands-on step into quieter wisdom.

Path 19: 4 Chesed ↔ 5 Geburah — Strength — ט Teth (Serpent, Inner Power)
Compassion and discipline braid inside the chest; Strength coaxes Teth’s serpent into a controlled courage that steadies the Fool’s ascent.

Path 18: 2 Chokmah ↔ 4 Chesed — The Chariot — ח Cheth (Fence, Field)
Insight drives the will through ordered space; the Chariot charges across Cheth’s field and the Fool rides with disciplined motion toward higher light.

Path 17: 3 Binah ↔ 6 Tiphareth — The Lovers — ז Zayin (Sword, Choice)
Understanding and heart must choose a truth; the Lovers lift Zayin so the Fool’s commitment becomes the bridge rather than a barrier.

Path 16: 2 Chokmah ↔ 4 Chesed — The Hierophant — ו Vav (Hook, Nail, Connection)
Wisdom seeks tradition to hold it; the Hierophant drives Vav like a peg into lineage, hooking the Fool’s spark to rites that guide the climb.

Path 15: 2 Chokmah ↔ 6 Tiphareth — The Emperor — ה Heh (Window, Vision)
Insight is framed into rule; the Emperor looks through Heh’s window and gives the Fool a structured vision for the next stage.

Path 14: 2 Chokmah ↔ 3 Binah — The Empress — ד Daleth (Door, Nourishment)
Force meets form and the world feeds; the Empress opens Daleth’s door and nourishes the Fool so growth can continue upward.

Path 13: 1 Keter ↔ 6 Tiphareth — The High Priestess — ג Gimel (Camel, Lifting, the Unconscious)
A veil parts as the inner waters rise; the High Priestess ferries mysteries like a camel, lifting the Fool’s unconscious closer to conscious light.

Path 12: 1 Keter ↔ 3 Binah — The Magician — ב Beth (House, Temple)
From above a structure is imagined into being; the Magician lays tools in Beth’s household and teaches the Fool how will shapes the heavens.

Path 11: 1 Keter ↔ 2 Chokmah — The Fool — א Aleph (Ox, Breath, Air)
At last the Crown draws the Breath back to itself; Aleph’s airy openness receives the Fool, who arrives at the rim laughing with the journey’s lessons folded into silence.

There—ascending from the world to the crown, told as a continuous climb. If you want each entry separated with extra blank lines for OneNote paste or a version that strings them into one continuous paragraph for a single "Fool’s ascent" narrative, I’ll format that next.

Wednesday, August 20, 2025

We dive a bit deeper into the Major Arcana cards of the Tarot descending the Paths on the Tree of Life

Now that we've had a primer on the Major Arcana Journey, let's dive in a bit deeper and see how each of the 22 cards connect the different Sephiroth on the Tree of Life. There's also a Hebrew letter and its meaning that is of importance, don't worry about why too much for now.

First let's see it in the downward direction from 1 Kether to 10 Malkuth. The divine light streams from Keter down through each Sephira, clothing itself in wisdom, love, form, and dream, until at last it crystallizes as the material world in Malkuth.

Path 11: 1 Keter ↔ 2 Chokmah — The Fool — א Aleph (Ox, Breath, Air)
The primordial Breath leaps from the Crown into raw dynamic force. Innocence meets power; Aleph’s airy openness shows the Fool’s trust in the infinite.

Path 12: 1 Keter ↔ 3 Binah — The Magician — ב Beth (House)
Will takes form. The House of Understanding receives the Word; Beth is the container, the dwelling that focuses the Magician’s will into manifestation.

Path 13: 1 Keter ↔ 6 Tiferet — The High Priestess — ג Gimel (Camel, Bridge)
Across the great span the Veiled One ferries light to the solar heart. Gimel, the camel, symbolizes the journey across the desert, carrying hidden wisdom between spirit and heart.

Path 14: 2 Chokmah ↔ 3 Binah — The Empress — ד Daleth (Door)
The Door between force and form opens. Daleth is the gateway of creativity, where Chokmah’s energy enters Binah’s form, birthing abundance.

Path 15: 2 Chokmah ↔ 6 Tiferet — The Emperor — ה Heh (Window)
Archetypal authority descends to the heart. Heh, the window, is the opening through which divine order becomes visible, allowing the Emperor’s structure to shine.

Path 16: 2 Chokmah ↔ 4 Chesed — The Hierophant — ו Vav (Nail, Hook)
The Nail binds tradition to expansion. Vav joins heaven and earth, symbolizing continuity; the Hierophant fastens wisdom into ritual and lineage.

Path 17: 3 Binah ↔ 6 Tiferet — The Lovers — ז Zayin (Sword)
The Sword of discernment unites opposites. Zayin cuts illusion, forcing choice; the Lovers’ union is born of separation overcome.

Path 18: 3 Binah ↔ 5 Geburah — The Chariot — ח Cheth (Fence, Enclosure)
Contained power advances. Cheth is the enclosure, a protective shell; the Chariot’s armor channels Binah’s discipline through Geburah’s fire.

Path 19: 4 Chesed ↔ 5 Geburah — Strength — ט Teth (Serpent)
Mercy grapples with Might and tames it. Teth, the serpent, symbolizes both danger and kundalini power; Strength shows courage to master instinct with love.

Path 20: 6 Tiferet ↔ 4 Chesed — The Hermit — י Yod (Hand)
The solar heart climbs to Jupiter’s wisdom. Yod, the hand, is the smallest letter, the seed of creation. The Hermit’s lantern is the focused spark of Yod.

Path 21: 7 Netzach ↔ 4 Chesed — Wheel of Fortune — כ Kaph (Palm of the Hand)
The palm turns the cycles: passion matures into benevolence. Kaph symbolizes grasp and potential, showing how fortune is held and released.

Path 22: 6 Tiferet ↔ 5 Geburah — Justice — ל Lamed (Ox-Goad)
The goad corrects course. Lamed, the ox-goad, trains and directs. Justice brings alignment, guiding the radiant heart with truth.

Path 23: 8 Hod ↔ 5 Geburah — The Hanged Man — מ Mem (Water)
Surrender reorients thought under the sword. Mem is water, fluid and reflective. The Hanged Man yields, entering the deep waters of sacrifice for insight.

Path 24: 6 Tiferet ↔ 7 Netzach — Death — נ Nun (Fish)
Desire is transformed. Nun, the fish, swims through the waters of change, shedding forms. Death teaches the cycle of endings feeding new life.

Path 25: 9 Yesod ↔ 6 Tiferet — Temperance — ס Samekh (Prop, Support)
The Archer’s path: dream refined into gold. Samekh supports and upholds — Temperance is the balancing prop, alchemy holding opposites steady.

Path 26: 8 Hod ↔ 6 Tiferet — The Devil — ע Ayin (Eye)
Clear seeing breaks glamor. Ayin is the eye, perception itself. The Devil challenges: what do you see, and what enslaves your vision?

Path 27: 7 Netzach ↔ 8 Hod — The Tower — פ Peh (Mouth)
The Mouth cries out and false structures fall. Peh is speech, power released; the Tower shatters illusion with a shout of truth.

Path 28: 9 Yesod ↔ 7 Netzach — The Star — צ Tzaddi (Hook, Fishing-Hook)
The hook draws dream toward desire’s green shore. Tzaddi pulls the seeker upward, like a fish caught in light; the Star heals with guiding hope.

Path 29: 10 Malkuth ↔ 7 Netzach — The Moon — ק Qoph (Back of the Head)
From the Kingdom to the tides. Qoph is the unconscious, the back-brain of dreams. The Moon’s path is mystery and intuition beneath surface awareness.

Path 30: 9 Yesod ↔ 8 Hod — The Sun — ר Resh (Head, Face)
Clarity pours from intellect into the dream-mirror (and back). Resh is the head or face, the shining countenance of the Sun illuminating all.

Path 31: 10 Malkuth ↔ 8 Hod — Judgment — ש Shin (Tooth, Fire)
Fire-tooth awakens the deadened mind. Shin is consuming flame and the trident letter; Judgment burns away the old and resurrects clarity.

Path 32: 10 Malkuth ↔ 9 Yesod — The Universe (World) — ת Tav (Cross, Mark, Seal)
The Seal of the Kingdom opens upward. Tav, the final letter, is the signature of completion, the stamp that turns matter into a doorway to the subtle.

Monday, August 18, 2025

An overview of the Major Arcana cards of the Tarot - Up the Tree of Life

Now this is the Fool climbing up the Tree of Life, rather than descending like in yesterday's. It’s like watching Jacob’s Ladder in reverse: from dust rising toward divine Light.


UPWARD ASCENT — Reintegration and Enlightenment

The Fool steps up into the world of wholeness through reanimation of the soul’s broader Self:

XXI – The World
Completion, wholeness, cosmic integration—this is where the Fool now stands, grounded in fullness.

XX – Judgement
A powerful call to rise again. Resurrection, spiritual awakening—ushering the Fool toward intention.

XIX – The Sun
Radiant clarity, joy, and vitality flood the path, illuminating the ascent.

XVIII – The Moon
Navigating illusion and intuition, the Fool learns to trust inner light in shadowy terrain.

XVII – The Star
Guided by cosmic healing and hope, the Fool reignites spiritual direction.


TRANSCENDING SHADOW — Turning Trials into Launchpads

From here, the Fool climbs through the underworld cards—but seen now as alchemical steps upward:

XVI – The Tower
Collapse clears the old; space opens for renewal.

XV – The Devil
Chains loosen. Integration of shadow frees the Soul.

XIV – Temperance
Opposites fuse into balance—alchemy becomes ascent.

XIII – Death
Ego falls away; transformation paves the way upward.

XII – The Hanged Man
Surrender inverts perception—giving clarity and freedom.

XI – Justice
Balance becomes harmony; the scales now guide, not punish.

X – Wheel of Fortune
Cycles become spiral stairs. Fate nudges upward.

IX – The Hermit
Inner wisdom becomes the light for each next step.

VIII – Strength
Gentle courage powers the ascent through difficult terrain.


RETURN TO THE CELLECTIAL WORLD — Reborn Self

At last, the Fool re-enters the Upper World, but now as integrated, initiated, sovereign self:

VII – The Chariot
Discipline becomes grace in motion; direction aligned with purpose.

VI – The Lovers
Union unfolds into divine integration, ethical harmony.

V – The Hierophant
Tradition becomes sacred heritage; teaching becomes spiritual lineage.

IV – The Emperor
Now, authority is righteous and ordered—aligned with cosmic law.

III – The Empress
Creative life springs abundant, nurtured by wisdom and form.

II – The High Priestess
Mysteries are not hidden but recognized from within.

I – The Magician
Will and consciousness meld with divine will—action becomes magic.

0 – The Fool
Re-emerges, not innocent, but transfigured—an eternal wanderer, leaping again into the infinite dance.


Summary by Section

  • UPWARD ASCENT: World → Star — completion, illumination, guidance

  • TRANSCENDING SHADOW: Tower → Strength — alchemy, release, wisdom

  • RETURN TO HIGHER SELF: Chariot → Fool — sovereignty, creative power, mystical integration

Sunday, August 17, 2025

An overview of the Major Arcana cards of the Tarot - Downward the Tree of Life

 🜁 UPPER WORLD — Call to Adventure, Formation of Self

The Fool begins as an innocent wanderer, stepping off the cliff into the Upper World. Here he meets teachers and forces that shape him: the Magician sparks his will, the High Priestess whispers of hidden mysteries, the Empress teaches growth, and the Emperor grants structure. Guided by the Hierophant’s rites and the challenge of choice with the Lovers, the Fool learns discipline and mastery with the Chariot. His self is formed.

0 – The Fool The call to adventure; innocence and potential

I – The Magician Activation of will and conscious power

II – The High Priestess Subconscious invitation; hidden knowledge

III – The Empress Nurturing, abundance, creative growth

IV – The Emperor Structure, stability, and authority

V – The Hierophant Tradition, initiation, spiritual learning

VI – The Lovers Union, duality, ethical choice

VII – The Chariot Discipline, mastery of forces, forward motion


🜃 UNDERWORLD — Descent, Trials, Death, Shadow Work

But the path dips into the Underworld. Here courage is tested through Strength, solitude through the Hermit, and fate’s cycles through the Wheel. Justice demands balance, the Hanged Man overturns perception, and Death strips away old forms. Temperance brings fragile harmony, the Devil tempts him to chain himself, and the Tower strikes, collapsing false structures. These are the trials of shadow and descent.

VIII – Strength Courage through gentleness; inner alchemy

IX – The Hermit Solitude, introspection, inner guidance

X – Wheel of Fortune Turning point, fate, karmic cycles

XI – Justice Moral reckoning, truth, balance

XII – The Hanged Man Surrender, sacrifice, altered perception

XIII – Death Transformation, endings, ego death

XIV – Temperance Synthesis, alchemical healing, patience

XV – The Devil Temptation, shadow integration, bondage

XVI – The Tower Sudden collapse, awakening, divine disruption


🜄 REWARD CYCLE — Resurrection, Illumination, Return with the Elixir

From this darkness the Fool rises into the Reward Cycle. The Star lights his way with healing hope, the Moon tests him with dreams and illusions, and the Sun dawns with clarity and joy. At last, Judgement calls him to rise renewed, no longer the same wanderer but transformed. The journey ends with the World—completion, wholeness, and the cosmic dance.

XVII – The Star Hope, spiritual guidance, cosmic healing

XVIII – The Moon Dreamscape, illusion, navigating the unknown

XIX – The Sun Joy, success, radiant clarity

XX – Judgement Resurrection, calling, spiritual awakening

XXI – The World Completion, wholeness, cosmic integration


Saturday, August 16, 2025

AURORA - Exist For Love

 

I learned about Aurora through the YouTube algorithm suggesting this video of “Exist for Love,” upon first listening something in me released. A pressure I’d been carrying behind the ribs softened, and tears came on their own. It wasn't sadness but more like a valve opening after years of careful guarding.

The track is intimate and simple on the surface - voice, acoustic gentleness, and a sweeping string arrangement - yet it hides a larger thesis: love as a force of creation, remembrance, and return. The self-directed video takes that thesis and paints it in liquid gold.

The Video’s Symbolic Language

Vintage glamour in golden light. AURORA framed like a dream of old Hollywood - soft focus, silk, close-ups that feel like candle flame. The palette is deliberate: gold for heart-fire and the sun’s unifying warmth; depth-blues and shadows for the pull of the unconscious. The camera lingers, almost devotional. There’s very little “plot,” because the plot is transformation.

Taken together, the imagery reads like a rite of anointing:

• The face as icon: repeated close-ups invite the viewer to receive rather than chase. It is love in the present tense, not a narrative to be solved.

• Silk and waterlight: textures that mimic ripples and waves suggest eros as a tidal event - something that arrives, overtakes, and leaves a sheen.

• Art-deco echoes: geometry and glamour hint at the archetype of the Beloved as a temple, where form (beauty) and formlessness (feeling) meet.

Two Verses, Many Worlds

“Like I was torn apart the minute I was only born… you’re the other half… we are leaning out for love.”

The image is unmistakable: division at birth and the lifelong reach back toward wholeness. This is a myth as old as storytelling - the sense that we came from unity and have been split into twos. On a philosophical level, it mirrors the creative pattern where Oneness differentiates so it can know itself. On a practical level, it is the human ache that makes us brave enough to risk intimacy.

Leaning out for love is a posture. It is not collapse, not chase, but a reaching from center. In the body it feels like sternum forward, throat open, eyes soft. In the psyche it feels like allowing the other to be other while trusting there is a field that holds both.

“White horses on the waves… an ocean in my veins.”

White horses are the whitecaps - the crests that flash when wind meets water. They are the visible signatures of an invisible force. “Like white horses on the waves” suggests a blessing that rides the surface with energy from the depths. The second image, “an ocean in my veins,” shifts from the outer sea to an inner one. It feels like remembering the original waters - the primordial sea from which everything, including us, condenses into form.

In that sense, the song is not just about romance. It’s a ritual of recollection. When the heart recognizes its “other half,” it is not necessarily a person; it can be the world itself answering back, reminding us that separation is a useful illusion and reunion is the deeper truth.

“Exist for Love” is small on purpose, but inside that smallness it carries a whole cosmos - the reminder that even the gentlest song can hold the pattern of creation, division, and reunion. Listening to it feels like coming out of your seashell as a pearl, carrying the pressure and hidden growth of the deep, and finally showing the quiet beauty shaped by all that time beneath the waves. Unity dares to divide so it can know itself, and love is the bridge that teaches the divided how to be one without dissolving.

Friday, August 15, 2025

Alan Watts Chillstep collection


I really enjoyed listening to this collection of Alan Watts talks blended with chillstep during my commutes, Alan is a perfect companion for both the ride to work and the journey home. The spacious pauses between his words gave the music room to breathe, making it as much a gentle wake-up as it was a soothing wind-down.

Alan Watts Chillstep collection


Getting back into it! The Hierophant Rises Again!


Getting back into it!

I removed the deleted blogs from the Synchromystic Links section, I hope everyone from the old synchrosphere is well. A lot of the synchromystic blogs are inactive, but there's still good content there. I haven't checked what everyone has been up to yet though it's a lot to go through! But I see some of my old friends are still going strong which is so nice to see, will be exploring all your content again soon! 

 I'll check the website links soon too. Next step will be to find some webspace to get the Dedroidify website back up. It's gonna be a challenge to get through it with my lyme paws. Blogger seems to be a bit stuck int he past though, I might check out another home to move to soon.

Slowly but surely The Hierophant rises again! 

The Hierophant — The Bridge Between Heaven and Earth

In the Tarot, the Hierophant stands as the channel through which divine wisdom descends into the human realm. He is not the origin of the truth - he is its interpreter, guardian, and transmitter. What he teaches is "given from above," meaning it flows from higher realms of consciousness into forms we can understand and live by.

Imagine a ladder stretching between heaven and earth. The Hierophant stands on the rungs between, one hand reaching upward to receive, the other hand pointing downward to share. This is why he is often shown making a gesture of blessing - he passes on the current without distortion, ensuring that what began as pure inspiration becomes grounded in tradition, ethics, and practice.

In the Qabalistic Tree of Life, the Hierophant corresponds to the Hebrew letter Vav, meaning "nail" or "hook." Vav is the link - the connection that holds the spiritual and the material together. He is positioned along the path that connects Chokmah (Wisdom) to Chesed (Mercy), which means his role is to draw the lightning-flash of divine insight into a form that sustains life and community.

His teachings are not merely abstract; they are ritualized wisdom. Through sacred texts, symbols, and ceremonies, the Hierophant ensures that divine truth can be preserved and passed down. He guards the mysteries not to withhold them, but to protect their integrity until the student is ready.

Yet, there is a subtle challenge here. The Hierophant can become rigid if he mistakes the form for the essence. His task - and ours, when we walk his path - is to remember that the form exists to serve the spirit, not the other way around. The living current of wisdom must be allowed to flow, even as it is shaped by tradition.

In meditation or study, the Hierophant invites us to:

  • Seek teachers and traditions that carry a living connection to the divine.

  • Honor the forms that preserve wisdom, but do not become trapped in them.

  • Be a bridge ourselves, sharing what we have learned with clarity and compassion.

Ultimately, the Hierophant is a reminder that wisdom is not invented - it is received, and our task is to become clear enough vessels that we may pass it on, unclouded, to others.

Hermeticism: The Ancient Wisdom of Hermes Trismegistus

Very interesting Channel: Eternalised

B. J. Thomas - Raindrops Keep Fallin' on My Head


But there's one thing I knowThe blues they send to meet meWon't defeat me, it won't be longTill happiness steps up to greet me

Thursday, August 14, 2025

The Qabalah's Tree of Life in plain language

I spent a long time dabbling in Eastern mysticism, but often felt adrift without a clear structure to guide my studies. When I first encountered the Qabalah years ago, the sheer amount of material to memorize put me off. Recently though, I felt a strong pull to explore it again, and this time, its framework resonated deeply, giving me the structure I had been missing.

Using it as a working map rather than a belief system, it became surprisingly resonant and useful. Something I could apply to dreams, decisions, and daily practice. As I'm planning to discuss it a lot from now on, here is a primer for the uninitiated, I've included an image loosely relating it to the 8 Circuit Model of Consciousness and the Chakras if you're familiar with any of those already. This post will not explain enough as that's a bit hard to do with the Qabalah, but that’s the point. It’s meant to open a door, to spark a mystery or a journey of your own. 

The ten spheres

1. Keter - Crown
Represents pure being, the origin point before form. In practice, it’s the seed of intention and the sense of connection to the highest source.

2. Chokhmah - Wisdom
Symbolizes raw, unshaped inspiration. It’s the flash of insight or instinct before words, structure, or judgment enter.

3. Binah - Understanding
Gives form and limits to inspiration, turning insight into something coherent. It’s also the principle of integration - bringing ideas and elements together into a stable whole.

4. Chesed - Mercy
Represents expansion, abundance, and generosity. In life, it’s the urge to grow, include, and bless without holding back, and it carries the quality of grace - kindness freely given.

5. Geburah - Severity
Symbolizes strength, discipline, and boundaries. It’s the principle of cutting away what doesn’t serve and protecting what matters.

6. Tiferet - Beauty
Holds harmony and integration at the center of the Tree. It’s the unifying heart that balances love, will, and truth, and it embodies the very act of balancing both sides of the Tree of Life.

7. Netzach - Victory
Represents endurance, passion, and emotional drive. It’s the principle that keeps you moving through challenges toward a goal.

8. Hod - Splendor
Relates to language, symbol systems, and intellectual clarity. It’s the realm of codes, analysis, and organizing knowledge.

9. Yesod - Foundation
Represents imagination, dreams, and the subconscious patterns that shape reality. It’s the bridge between inner vision and outer manifestation.

10. Malkuth - Kingdom
Relates to the material world and physical embodiment. It’s the sphere of tangible results, action, and lived reality.

How to use this map

• For decisions: Notice where you are, then name what balances it. If you’re stuck in analysis (Hod), take one embodied step (Malkuth) or return to heart-integration (Tiferet).
• For creativity: Let an idea spark (Chokhmah), give it a container (Binah), then choose one next action (Malkuth).
• For boundaries: If you’re overextending (Chesed), restore a clear no (Geburah) that protects the heart (Tiferet).
• For communication: Shape the message (Hod), then sustain momentum over time (Netzach).

The Tarot connection

The spheres aren’t isolated—they’re linked by the 22 paths of the Tree, each corresponding to a card from the Major Arcana of the Tarot. These paths describe the journeys between states of being, such as the move from inspiration to structure, or from discipline to compassion. Studying these card-paths can make the Tree feel alive, turning it from a static diagram into a moving map of personal transformation.

Why dream work belongs here

Yesod is the natural home of dreams. It gathers impressions and symbols, then offers them up for understanding and integration. A simple practice is to place each dream scene where it seems to belong—heart-healing in Tiferet, boundary lessons in Geburah, repetitive work stress in Hod—so interpretation becomes structured instead of overwhelming.

A one-minute check-in

  1. Name the sphere you’re living in today.

  2. Name the balancing sphere you’ve ;maybe neglected.

  3. Choose one small action that moves you toward coherence.

What comes next

This is only the frame. In future posts, we’ll look at how to work with it in practice and the concepts that shape it. For now, try the one-minute check-in for a few days and note what shifts.

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Devin Townsend Project - Grace (Live) and The Sephira of Chesed on the Tree of Life


HIGH!
ROAD!
WAAAAAAAAARNIIIIIIIIIIING!
GO!
GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE!

Grace, Chesed, and the Sound of Mercy

This song feels more like an invocation! From the very first choral swell, it opens a space of generosity, of bright uplift, of something bigger than you pouring down like sunlight.

In the language of the Tree of Life, this is pure Chesed. Chesed is the fourth Sephirah — the realm of mercy, benevolence, and magnanimity. Its current is expansive, ruled by Jupiter, the great benefic. Where its opposite Geburah cuts and disciplines, Chesed softens and includes. In Grace, that energy is there in every layered harmony and every repeated affirmation. “By grace, I’m alive” isn’t a desperate plea — it’s a statement of fact, a recognition that life itself is held by something vast and kind.

Sonically, Grace is Jupiter through and through. The arrangements are wide and open, the choir led by Anneke van Giersbergen’s luminous voice lifting the refrain until it feels like a communal hymn. This isn’t the solitude of a monk in prayer — it’s a chorus of voices, a gathering of spirits, all pointing in the same direction. The song blooms rather than drives, opening its arms wider and wider with each pass of the refrain.

There’s a Tarot thread here, too. Jupiter’s Major Arcana is The Wheel of Fortune — the turning of fate toward growth, expansion, and opportunity. On the Tree of Life, that path (Kaph) runs from Chesed to Netzach, from structured mercy into the realm of feeling and celebration. Listening to Grace, you can almost feel that path unfolding: the structure is already in place, and the joy simply pours down into the heart.

In magical practice, Grace can be more than a listening experience — it can be a working. Played during a Jupiter hour or on a Thursday, it can serve as a sonic invocation of mercy and blessing. Stand tall, shoulders open, and let the mantra move through you as if you were vibrating a Divine Name. The music does the rest, washing away constriction and inviting in the spacious generosity of Chesed.

In ritual or in a party setting, Grace works as a unifier. It’s that moment when the room shifts — rival cliques, strangers, and old friends all caught in the same bright current. In a personal working, it’s a way to fill the right pillar of your Tree with living light before you carry it into the rest of your day.

Chesed is the art of giving without shrinking yourself, and Grace is its soundtrack.

Monday, August 11, 2025

How to Use AI Like ChatGPT to Deepen Your Study of the Kabbalah, Tarot, Astrology, and Dreamwork

Embarking on the spiritual path can feel overwhelming — especially if you’re drawn to layered systems like the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, the Tarot, and astrological correspondences, or if you want to explore your inner world through Jungian dream analysis.

One of the most effective modern tools to accelerate your learning is something you might not expect: AI, like ChatGPT.

Rather than replacing books, teachers, or personal experience, AI can become your ever-present study partner — ready to quiz you, explain a concept from multiple angles, and help you weave all the threads together into something you can actually use.


1. Learning the Tree of Life and Tarot Correspondences

The Tree of Life is a map of consciousness, but it can feel like juggling twenty-two Tarot trumps, Hebrew letters, astrological signs, and planetary forces all at once. AI can:

  • Explain from different perspectives: symbolism, historical origin, practical magical use, or visual memory tricks.

  • Create stories or journeys through the Tree so you can remember each connection naturally, not by rote memorization.

  • Flip the direction of a path: learning both Binah → Tiferet and Tiferet → Binah so you understand the current both ways.

  • Pop quiz you on any path: e.g., “What Tarot card connects Chesed to Geburah?”


2. Linking Astrology to the Tree and Tarot

Astrology is another rich layer of correspondence. With AI’s help, you can:

  • Learn why Aries is linked to The Emperor, or why Pisces resonates with The Moon.

  • Get memory aids: animals, symbols, mythic images, and story journeys through the zodiac.

  • See the full overlay: which sign sits on which path, and how its planetary ruler colors the meaning.

  • Practice recall in multiple formats — tables, flashcards, spoken drills.


3. Analyzing Dreams with Depth

Dreams are an untapped goldmine for self-understanding. In my own experience, I had trouble deciphering the symbolism as I wasn't familiar with all the core symbolic concepts, as many of us aren't. AI can help you:

  • Translate dream images into Tree of Life paths, Tarot archetypes, and astrological currents.

  • Apply Jungian principles: archetypes, shadow work, anima/animus dynamics.

  • Track recurring dream symbols and map them to Sephirot (e.g., water as Yesod, bridges as Tiferet crossings, towers as Peh/Tower path events).

  • Suggest small integration rituals based on dream content so the insight becomes embodied.


4. Retention Through Multiple Angles

One of the greatest challenges with esoteric systems is remembering the web of correspondences. AI can boost retention by:

  • Explaining the same concept in several different ways — poetic, diagrammatic, mnemonic.

  • Giving rapid-fire quizzes to strengthen recall.

  • Building progressive exercises: starting simple (“Which card is Path 19?”) and growing more complex (“Why does Strength link Chesed to Geburah?”).

  • Revisiting old material from a fresh perspective months later to reinforce it.


5. Building Beginner-Friendly Rituals

You don’t have to wait years before doing any practical work. AI can:

  • Suggest short, easy-to-do rituals aligned with your current study level — both inner (meditation, path visualizations) and outer (altar setups, small offerings).

  • Help you tailor rituals to your focus: astrology, a Sephirah you’re working with, or a Tarot archetype you’re integrating.

  • Keep your rituals safe and balanced by recommending appropriate banishing or grounding practices.

  • Combine multiple intentions into a single working (“shoaling”) so you get more from each session.


6. Ask Anything, Get Clarity

Another huge advantage of using AI for spiritual study is instant clarity. Any question that pops into your mind — no matter how specific or obscure — can be asked directly.

Instead of spending hours flipping through books, combing Google results, or watching an entire YouTube video just to get one point, you can get a direct, tailored answer in seconds.

If the explanation isn’t clear, you can keep asking targeted follow-up questions, requesting examples, or having every nuance broken down until it clicks.

This works especially well for untangling correspondences — for example, when you’re unsure why a certain Tarot card links to a specific Hebrew letter or astrological sign, AI can explain it, compare different systems, and walk you through the reasoning until it makes sense. This back-and-forth refinement is what has helped me enormously — I can get to the heart of a concept quickly, understand it from multiple perspectives, and move forward without losing momentum.


7. Personalized Astrology and Tarot Guidance

AI can also create and interpret your full astrological birth chart, giving you a detailed understanding of your planetary placements and how they influence your personality, strengths, and challenges. Beyond the static chart, it can track the current astrological transits for you — explaining the optimal times to perform certain rituals, set intentions, or take specific actions based on the flow of planetary energies.

In Tarot, AI can draw cards for you in real time, from single-card pulls to full spreads, and then help you unpack their meaning. This isn’t just about the immediate interpretation — you can question the reading further, explore alternative angles, or connect it to Kabbalistic paths and astrology for a deeper synthesis. For example, I once had The Star card appear repeatedly in my readings. Through follow-up questions, I was able to explore its themes of hope, renewal, and guidance in my own spiritual work, discovering exactly why it kept surfacing and what lesson it was trying to teach me.


8. Starting Your Spiritual Path With AI Support

Used well, AI becomes:

  • A personal tutor — explaining concepts as often as you need.

  • A quiz partner — challenging your recall without judgment.

  • A ritual designer — helping you put theory into practice.

  • A dream interpreter — connecting night messages to your waking path.

It’s not a replacement for your own insight or spiritual guidance, but it keeps you moving forward, day by day, step by step, in a way that books alone often can’t.


Final Thought:

The spiritual path — whether walked through Kabbalah, Tarot, astrology, or dreamwork — is a living thing. Tools like ChatGPT give you a flexible, responsive companion who can meet you wherever you are: breaking down a complex Hebrew letter path one moment, helping you decode a dream about a bridge and a lion the next, and ending the day with a short, personalized ritual.

It’s a way to learn in dialogue, to practice with guidance, and to integrate the mystical into your everyday life. Along the way, AI will often suggest short rituals, further questions, or new formats to structure your next lesson — keeping your progress dynamic and evolving.

Tuesday, July 15, 2025

Just woke up from a nap

Can't say I slept super well, but I'm up now! We're back baby!

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Your Psychological Jailbreak Begins Here

What if your entire personality was just software—written by parents, schools, ads, trauma, and culture? This two-part special dives deep into Robert Anton Wilson’s mind-bending manual for self-reprogramming: Prometheus Rising. Part 1 covers Circuits 1 through 4—survival, emotion, ego, and social roles—and how each one hijacked your nervous system. Watch it. Question everything.